I feel like SCREAMING!!!!!

When something is wrong, you should say so.

Scream if necessary!

Don't hold it inside. It can be so tiring.... I know... I'm always holding it up! The anger in me just grows and grows and I end up in my room screaming at a pillow instead of someone's face! It's relieving but it's not the same as telling it to the right person. It's always there, hidden.... And it causes you to loose your temper over something insignificant as it just keeps adding up.

Truth is, I'm a bit of a coward. I could never yell at someone... I had to be REALLY pissed off... It's just not in me... People always say to "control your temper", "have more patience" but I think that sometimes we should just stop listening to those people and SCREAM insanely!!! Let it all out! So the good things can get in.

So when someone tells you your not good enough, that you can't make it, that your dreams can never be, just tell them to f*** off! You can do it! You are good enough and even more so! You've got all it takes to achieve your dreams!

It's a long walk with lots of obstacles you'll need to face. Sometimes you'll have to take a detour or two or more... There will be times when you might want to give up and run with your tail between your legs, certainly. But think about the "I told you so" you'll have to hear from everybody if you give up! If you keep believing you're gonna get there, you're gonna get there! No doubt about that!

So please keep believing in yourself! All you need is already in you! Believe and you'll reach heaven. The one that lives in you. Because that heaven can only exist as long as you believe and dream (and of course do something about it). Otherwise all you get is a living hell... Or death although you're still living (it's what I call the zombie mode)...

Keep on dreaming and believing, yes?

Kisses!